Diff feelings

wau!!
is been almost more than 3months here.
is so free and so so so enjoy.
especially when i move to my new house.
get more privacy and get freedom.
no need to bother anyone in the house.
good! at least they are not tht busybody like the last time one.
is juz like goin back to my kampar life.
baby,staying with you is juz an ejoyable moment for me everyday.
is juz like husband and wife.
although our working hour is not the same.
and even our off day cant be the same.
but once we finish work everyday,we'll juz rush back.
is juz becoz we juz miss each other.
everyday every moment.

life really change a lot whn we move to our new house.
last time, whn we go out or go shopping.
we dun use to hold hands.
we dun use to do sumthing sweet in the public.
i'm really so happy tht nowadays whn we're out from house.
you'll automatically hold my hands
and whn we hav to say goodbye to each other,we'll hav a goodbye kiss.
ENJOY! enjoy everything!

the only problem i used to worried is how am i goin to act myself whn i go back to home.
mummy's pressure is chasing me crazy!!
i can't do anything but juz hoping that she'll stop forcing me one day.
i hope to go home, but once i think bout this prob i'll refuse to go home.
how much i hope to shout it out in the public.
how much i hope to shout it out in my big family.
so that all of you wil stop asking me some nonsense question.
so tht all of you wil stop suspecting me this and tht.
this is the only thing i hope to do in my life.
is a desired wish for me.

Getting branded stuffs from top to toe is my next target!
haha.i'm goin to make it all done in singapore!

dun forget to smile everyday in the morning.
is not tht whn you happy you wil smile.
is whn you smile it makes you feel happy all day long.
cheer~!!

STAY TOUGH KITZ!

This 2 days with Mr.Jason

this two days i'm working with my other 3 colleagues only and with a gentlemen name Jason.
he is our manager.
he dun used to come out from the room to help us to do service.
but this two days,he's working together with us due to the problem lacking of staffs.
he seems like using this time to train up me and helen.
i feel wuite relax with it,mayb juz working with juz a few colleagues.
mayb is my own problem of feeling in tht way.
but honestly is really RELAX.
although the nite time is damn freaking busy and i'm working all alone in one station.
time past so fast and i juz feel happy with it.
not very tired but juz tiring of waking up so early in the morning.
hmmm.good experience.
thought tht we cant bear with him but actually not.
not much need to worry about.
is not THT busy anyway.
take it easy and juz enjoy it.
i'm happy. =)

Suckz feelings

dunno start from whn
i started to hate here.
i started to hate the ppls around me.
i feel tht they are so damn f fake.
i hate everything they did.
i juz feel tht everything they did is so just unfair to the others.
i really hate here!
u can suddenly get banned from someone for dunno doing wat wrong things.
u can suddenly get boycott from someone for dunno doing wat wrong again!
why you all must treat ppl like tht.
if you are unhappy to someone do you really need to show it out?
izit everything tht we did also need to make you feel happy?
izit everything also is ur business?
crazy hell!!
dun think tht you're the god damn VIP.
i can no need to respect you.
as i can do wat i like.
suckz!! fake face fake heart fake ppl fake place!
everything is so damn fake!
i miss home.i miss my dear.
i wish i can go home immediately everyday.
i wish the business is damn f busy so tht time can pass faster.
i wish i can destroy you!!
fuck off of my life.
you worth ntg to me!
juz a piece of shit or trash!
u dun even know how to respect ppl yet you are expecting ppl to respect you?
fuck off! is impossible!!
i juz hope to get a hug from my baby so tht i can feel better.
and all the unhappy things wil be thrown out of my mind.
sigh!