tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87210415601236308912024-03-19T17:27:34.596+08:00kitz's tough lifeKIND OF FEELINGS COME FROM ME AND I'LL JUZ POST IT ALL HERE TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. THIS IS PART OF MY DIARY MAYBE. READ ME AND UNDERSTAND ME. IF YOU DUN UNDERSTAND JUZ DUN EVEN VIEW THIS BLOG. I AM WHO I AM AND I LIVE FOR MYSELF.Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-19110249896324353152010-12-04T16:27:00.006+08:002010-12-04T17:17:11.882+08:00感触坐着坐着,下起倾盆大雨了。<br />看着熟悉的雨滴<br />突然很怀念当初和朋友们的疯狂傻事。<br />下雨时的我们特别好动!<br />跑步,打球,比赛投篮等等。<br />淋得像落汤鸡的我们易燃还是会傻乎乎地笑著!<br />很多事情过了就是过了,那只能是时不时可以拿来回想一下的画面。<br />再也不能回到过去,再也不会有这个机会了。<br />因为现在大家都只一个人过。<br />新的环境,新的朋友。<br />也许再次相聚,也只会是沉默和陌生!<br />甚至会是尴尬的场面。<br />想着想着,自己也改变了许多,<br />待人处事的态度也不在像以前那样执著和固执。<br />以前犯下了许多错误,自己也失去了很多。<br />也许人长大以后,思想也会渐渐变得成熟。<br />不再会有天真的想法,相信所谓的奇迹。<br />做人也会变得更脚踏实地。<br />每一个决定都必须得考虑清楚,<br />并不是你要就可以做,不相想做就可已不要!<br />在现实的社会里,你不再是一只受保护的动物。<br />你只会变成一个一文不值的猎物!<br />办事的地方就像后宫一样的恐怖!<br />这一刻可以同台吃饭,下一刻就会被好人给陷害。<br />拖出去砍头!<br />人往往就是那么的现实,<br />只会为了自己的利益着想,也许这才是对的想法!<br />你处处为他人提心吊胆,那就是可耻,愚蠢的思想。<br />做人要学会一时拉紧一时放松,<br />不然第一个崩溃倒下的人会是自己。Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-28646564586465393482010-11-17T22:14:00.002+08:002010-11-17T22:45:10.505+08:00Rejected!Although this had happened months ago. <br />But now only i got the feeling of posting it out.<br />I had rejected 2 promotion offers.<br />A very very good offer. <br />I dunno whether i'm doing wrongly or correctly.<br />I really felt damn tired, facing every lil thing of all of them.<br />I hate the situation and i even hate the people involved in it.<br />Every people have their own ability <br />These ability helps us to climb higher in the reality society <br />And u must hav confidence on it too.<br />Bitchy stuffs never comes to a good ending.<br />And you'll ruin everything in ur future by urself.<br />People can see ur potential through every lil thing that u do.<br />But why not my management is doing in this way?<br />I really don't understand what is in their fucked up mind.<br />I'm really fedup on everything.<br />Don't force me to leave without a word. <br /><br />Back to my condition now. I juz feel tat everyone can juz leave me wihout considering anything.<br />But me? Becoz of u i try to find out thousands excuses for myself to reject once and once.<br />Now back to you? <br />I know wat's in ur mind. <br />I know u hope to leave. <br />I know u really hope to go home.<br />I cant blame u for anything. <br />Cause decision alw falls on ur own.<br />I wont regret for giving up anythings. <br />But i really hope tat u wont leave us so soon. <br />Words left unsaid, things left undeed.<br />I know if she's stil here u'll definitely stay for another year.<br />But unfortunately she's not here. <br />I hate u. Sometimes i really hates u. I even hate myself for being so stupid. <br />But i know everything tat i do is worth! <br />This shit company wil never ever appreciate their staffs. <br />If u wan someone to stay for u, show them ur sincerity! <br />U're not doing and yet u're stil demanding.<br />Wat u aspect?! Dick head!<br /><br />Back to you, my beloved.<br />U said tat girls must be with boys.<br />I get stunt becoz of ur words! <br />I mind it!<br />I feel tat i dun really understand u and i dun really know wat the hell u're thinking.<br />Maybe i'm in the wrong way of judging u. <br />But i just feel tat u're selfish enough.<br />I dunno why i'll have such thinking, but i juz feel tat.<br />Every lil thing tat u said i'll really think twice. <br />And i really hope tat u wont hurt me so badly one day.<br />I wont blame u for doing anything.<br />I wont blame u for leaving me alone one day.<br />But i juz hope tat u'll be honest to me.<br />U said tat i cant leave u before u leave me. <br />This quote brings me lots of thinkings.<br />U are really selfish enough. <br />Is it a rely or stil a love quote?Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-30866357008140302102010-08-18T23:55:00.003+08:002010-08-19T00:09:36.185+08:00coming soontetsu's family is goin to break up very very soon.<br />in less than two weeks time.<br />everything happened in a sudden and juz like tat.<br />everybody is goin to another better place to continue their career.<br />they are changing and we are accpeting as well.<br />who wont choose to go for a better one?<br />nobody is tat stupid.<br />i wish them luck as well.<br />cause everybody is goin to leave and they hav to go to a new environment too.<br />meeting new ppl.doing new things and facing a new diff place and environment.<br />and of course a new BOSS.<br />we might see the pros and cons on them too.<br />btw,juz good luck.<br />i'll miss all of them.<br />we used to be frenz and we get to chat whatever topic we wants to.<br />although sometime there wil be some misunderstanding in the operation time.<br />but everything had pass and it is juz a past.<br />i'll be leaving soon too,to a new place.<br />new environment,new concept,and also a diff cuisine for me to learn sumthing new.<br />i hope tat it wil be a good career path for me.<br />and of course i'll do my very best on everything.<br />xiao liu is the only one who is not leaving.<br />pity and lonely.<br />feel sad bout it too but ntg to do.<br />everyone is goin for their future and at least we had to made some changes to what we are having now.<br />is impossible to run on the spot for long term.<br />sigh.everything wil just end up in the next coming week.<br />we wil meet whatever we will.<br />juz tel yourself tat u're able to take this callenge.<br />dun not giv up easily.<br />do your best and nothing can beat u down!!<br />cheer and chill everybody!!Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-31418815643563734642010-05-18T16:49:00.004+08:002010-05-18T17:07:16.759+08:00somtimes i'll think.<br />why am i here.<br />why i'll be in the f&b line.<br />should i change to another line?<br />this is a very confusing question!!<br />not easy to change.<br />not easy to put.<br />not easy to get.<br />sigh...what i really want?<br />if i'm not in f&b line.<br />i cant get a high salary.<br />but if i'm in the office line.<br />i can hav much time.<br />and i need not be so tiring.<br />more time to accompany you.<br />more time to be with you.<br />this is what i hope.<br />but getting a low salary cant enjoy too much.<br />what can i do?<br />what can i get.<br />and what should i do?<br />think properly.<br />half year time for me to think about it.<br />no matter how.<br />i hav to get the bonus for this year first.<br />=( arrrrggghhh!!!!<br />i need frenz!!<br />i need beer!!<br />i need club!!<br />i need music!!<br />all i need is all my kaki!!<br />help me!! let's go play!!!!<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8NapNR1Kt3DPfKBwzOBRZZOyKVkELUUvRI02MA9XwdSVtA35s-dsNKp7V_SlFvrYRtnlfwM01Iub6jj38oMAkXuqJsYHBiHnEIhWiCwi5Higy_hFGl1l4WAaPC_CysFPwXVAm8lAal5s/s1600/26141_390362900826_596950826_3886980_6062952_n.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 192px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8NapNR1Kt3DPfKBwzOBRZZOyKVkELUUvRI02MA9XwdSVtA35s-dsNKp7V_SlFvrYRtnlfwM01Iub6jj38oMAkXuqJsYHBiHnEIhWiCwi5Higy_hFGl1l4WAaPC_CysFPwXVAm8lAal5s/s320/26141_390362900826_596950826_3886980_6062952_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472532603826918162" /></a> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9Yf1HT8rXaRlTtv2RwBkxuQLf_UccTITqninjAF8nvaeF7FsYjAa0Y2pf5pC4KWlDok_RC0bfvP7n0jnsaMmEy91aK6xmOD429tsukhmTRy-gjJOpQxqsRkjivJcf4tYZAIkLSi0VVLU/s1600/untitled.bmp"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9Yf1HT8rXaRlTtv2RwBkxuQLf_UccTITqninjAF8nvaeF7FsYjAa0Y2pf5pC4KWlDok_RC0bfvP7n0jnsaMmEy91aK6xmOD429tsukhmTRy-gjJOpQxqsRkjivJcf4tYZAIkLSi0VVLU/s320/untitled.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472533819193625666" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihbyXDc8yIgbeU-fh1Knsy9KMQBnsR7e1sm8G7Bd4FArtpGii8ThyWabza4lywtfl40qxAurOLibY5w0aNq6-odL_zVsJiHtSABhqP5ArB9RJZ6pGGgb1FLZvVkJoq_d6-sp-vK0W7yVY/s1600/26141_390368230826_596950826_3887092_5487907_n.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 207px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihbyXDc8yIgbeU-fh1Knsy9KMQBnsR7e1sm8G7Bd4FArtpGii8ThyWabza4lywtfl40qxAurOLibY5w0aNq6-odL_zVsJiHtSABhqP5ArB9RJZ6pGGgb1FLZvVkJoq_d6-sp-vK0W7yVY/s320/26141_390368230826_596950826_3887092_5487907_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472533222168031282" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I REALLY MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!! =!Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-47647246538947973992010-04-09T16:34:00.002+08:002010-04-09T16:37:16.340+08:00Finallyfinally i'm back to tetsu.<br />Is a heaven.<br />I found back my working mood.<br />I found back my spirit.<br />Working wit ppl tat you like is really a good matter.<br />At least you dun need to wear a mark everyday.<br />Pretending and acting.<br />Is really tired to be like tat.<br />I'm really happy now!! <br />=)<br />I love all of them here.<br />Really!Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-85302754152660220422010-03-23T17:02:00.003+08:002010-03-25T15:47:19.633+08:00Fedup! Confused!Awh! Is almost one month I’m staying at this fuck up place!<br />The so cal mini restaurant named BLACK RAMEN powered by food junction inside the <br />FOOD COURT!<br />Initially I dint say anything.<br />Jason just assigned me here once I finished my CNY leave.<br />Okay fine! I got ntg to say but just to do it.<br />If not what can I do.<br />At first I thought that I have no chance to go back tetsu anymore due to crystal also.<br />Damn fucking down. I drink and get drunk on the street after my work.<br />I really can’t accept the fact.<br />From a restaurant to a food court.<br />What damn feeling I should have I really dunno.<br />I just feel damn fucking down because I had been dumped out from tetsu's family.<br />I thought of many things and reason why me.<br />I join black ramen and I’m the one who can in charge over here.<br />Many things I need to follow up and go through.<br />Staffs that I need to drill up.<br />Staffs that I need to tolerate!<br />All these stress had made me gone crazy.<br />I’m superb duperb tired.<br />Mentally tired, heart tired.<br />Everyday I’m just waiting for the TOP to give me sumthing to prove that act they appreciate me much.<br />Show me their sincerity and I’ll do sumthing for them.<br />But I aspect from them air made my heart die one more time.<br />For the days, what I had gone through I said nag and I complain no words on it.<br />How come they just throw me one fuck package to me and aspect that I’ll accept?<br />FUCK YOU. Additional of $160, you wan me to work for 10hours?<br />Is impossible! Dun you guys feel PAISEH of how you treat people?<br />Kelvin khoo!! I air see through your patent!<br />Dun tries to act in front of me anymore.<br />You and nizam also the same!<br />Dun makes me do things that I dun wan to do.<br />Dun force me!!<br />You can’t even pay 1.5 to me and what u aspect from me?<br />Thought I’m from china? Like those PRC?<br />Don’t be so silly.<br />I’m a diploma student.<br />Dun humiliates me like that!<br />With just 1.3 you can hired me back is your treasure.<br />Wan me to pick up this shit? No prob.<br />Just pay me and show me your sincerity.<br />As a general f&b manager why u'll do such shit things out?<br />Hired a PRC who knows ntg with a 1.8k salary.<br />SIAO LIAO a you!!! Crazy dog!!!<br />If you feel so hard to adjust my payment? Is fine!<br />Just let me go back to tetsu with my current pay.<br />I dint request things much.<br />Just a clear picture.<br />Wat’s so hard for you?<br />Some kind of biatch just wants to resign and you can simply stay her for adding her salary?!!<br />What qualification that she have? Please la!!<br />Use your brain to think properly before you do any single things to your staffs.<br />Do think of other who is useful and really smart ones.<br />Things that you did had already made us feel fed up to you.<br />Things that is totally unfair and sucks lit up our anger.<br />You are disqualified to be a general manager cause u never uses your brain at all.Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-58472261918526557972010-01-28T17:59:00.002+08:002010-01-28T18:19:23.642+08:00Diff feelingswau!!<br />is been almost more than 3months here.<br />is so free and so so so enjoy.<br />especially when i move to my new house.<br />get more privacy and get freedom.<br />no need to bother anyone in the house.<br />good! at least they are not tht busybody like the last time one.<br />is juz like goin back to my kampar life.<br />baby,staying with you is juz an ejoyable moment for me everyday.<br />is juz like husband and wife.<br />although our working hour is not the same.<br />and even our off day cant be the same.<br />but once we finish work everyday,we'll juz rush back.<br />is juz becoz we juz miss each other.<br />everyday every moment.<br /><br />life really change a lot whn we move to our new house.<br />last time, whn we go out or go shopping.<br />we dun use to hold hands.<br />we dun use to do sumthing sweet in the public.<br />i'm really so happy tht nowadays whn we're out from house.<br />you'll automatically hold my hands<br />and whn we hav to say goodbye to each other,we'll hav a goodbye kiss.<br />ENJOY! enjoy everything!<br /><br />the only problem i used to worried is how am i goin to act myself whn i go back to home.<br />mummy's pressure is chasing me crazy!!<br />i can't do anything but juz hoping that she'll stop forcing me one day.<br />i hope to go home, but once i think bout this prob i'll refuse to go home.<br />how much i hope to shout it out in the public.<br />how much i hope to shout it out in my big family.<br />so that all of you wil stop asking me some nonsense question.<br />so tht all of you wil stop suspecting me this and tht.<br />this is the only thing i hope to do in my life.<br />is a desired wish for me.<br /><br />Getting branded stuffs from top to toe is my next target!<br />haha.i'm goin to make it all done in singapore!<br /><br />dun forget to smile everyday in the morning.<br />is not tht whn you happy you wil smile.<br />is whn you smile it makes you feel happy all day long.<br />cheer~!! <br /><br />STAY TOUGH KITZ!Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-87808408989260973932010-01-24T16:18:00.000+08:002010-01-24T16:19:24.262+08:00This 2 days with Mr.Jasonthis two days i'm working with my other 3 colleagues only and with a gentlemen name Jason.<br />he is our manager.<br />he dun used to come out from the room to help us to do service.<br />but this two days,he's working together with us due to the problem lacking of staffs.<br />he seems like using this time to train up me and helen.<br />i feel wuite relax with it,mayb juz working with juz a few colleagues.<br />mayb is my own problem of feeling in tht way.<br />but honestly is really RELAX.<br />although the nite time is damn freaking busy and i'm working all alone in one station.<br />time past so fast and i juz feel happy with it.<br />not very tired but juz tiring of waking up so early in the morning.<br />hmmm.good experience.<br />thought tht we cant bear with him but actually not.<br />not much need to worry about.<br />is not THT busy anyway.<br />take it easy and juz enjoy it.<br />i'm happy. =)Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-11623439275635887322010-01-06T18:18:00.000+08:002010-01-06T18:27:10.922+08:00Suckz feelings<strong>dunno start from whn<br />i started to hate here.<br />i started to hate the ppls around me.<br />i feel tht they are so damn f fake.<br />i hate everything they did.<br />i juz feel tht everything they did is so just unfair to the others.<br />i really hate here!<br />u can suddenly get banned from someone for dunno doing wat wrong things.<br />u can suddenly get boycott from someone for dunno doing wat wrong again!<br />why you all must treat ppl like tht.<br />if you are unhappy to someone do you really need to show it out?<br />izit everything tht we did also need to make you feel happy?<br />izit everything also is ur business?<br />crazy hell!!<br />dun think tht you're the god damn VIP.<br />i can no need to respect you.<br />as i can do wat i like.<br />suckz!! fake face fake heart fake ppl fake place!<br />everything is so damn fake!<br />i miss home.i miss my dear.<br />i wish i can go home immediately everyday.<br />i wish the business is damn f busy so tht time can pass faster.<br />i wish i can destroy you!!<br />fuck off of my life.<br />you worth ntg to me!<br />juz a piece of shit or trash!<br />u dun even know how to respect ppl yet you are expecting ppl to respect you?<br />fuck off! is impossible!!<br />i juz hope to get a hug from my baby so tht i can feel better.<br />and all the unhappy things wil be thrown out of my mind.<br />sigh!</strong>Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-50553976657789498222009-12-17T23:04:00.000+08:002009-12-17T23:27:44.294+08:00I'm a big liarWhy I’ll say myself is a big liar?<br />The one that I lie to is my mum.<br />First of all, from the day I want to leave m’sia and go to SG for my future and freedom, I started this lie.<br />She will only agree with me if I change myself.<br />Means from being boyish to girlish.<br />I’ve no idea but to promise her everything that she said.<br />Becoz I really want to escape from house so that I really can have my own life.<br />I promise her that I’ll change myself when I’m out to SG.<br />But in the real fact,<br />I’m not changing at all.<br />Coz of I’m in SG now,I can wear whatever I want to.<br />And I can buy whatever boys’ stuffs I want without worrying anything.<br />I get everything that I want here.<br />And the everything is all boys’ stuffs.<br />Everytime when she text me or phoned me.<br />She’ll ask me the same question.<br />‘Have you started to change yourself and how much have you change?’<br />I’ll answer nothing and I’ll change to another topic.<br />I feel bad, I really feel bad.<br />I dunno what I should do when the day when I really go back to m’sia.<br />During CNY, I hope to go home very much.<br />But once I think of her, I just consider whether I should go back or not.<br />I hope to tell her always that actually I’m not going to change myself.<br />Of course I understand how she feels and what is she thinking all the time.<br />In her situation, I know how disappointed is she and how sad she feels all the time.<br />But I can do nothing, and what I hope the most all the time is she can accept me.<br />I’m not requesting much.<br />What I hope is just she’ll stop forcing me to change myself.<br />I know if I change she’ll be very happy.<br />Cause she face her friends and relatives happily instead of always discussing me with them.<br />But when she’s happy, how bout me?<br />Why must I change to let her happy but I’m not me anymore?<br />No point living like that!<br />I just hope my family can accept me as a NORMAL human being.<br />I know I dun have what boys have although I’m acting like a boy.<br />But did I do anything wrong being like that?<br />I’m not a convict.<br />I didn’t do anything that is illegal.<br />I didn’t hurt anyone too.<br />I just want to be what I am.<br />Is this my fault?<br />Izit my fault of not keeping my hair long?<br />Izit my fault of not wearing skirts?<br />I’m not affected by someone of being like this.<br />I didn’t mention that I won’t be with a guy.<br />And I didn’t mention that I won’t be like a normal girl in the future.<br />But why can’t you guys just let me enjoy my life for this moment?<br />I want to be in a world and country that can accept me!<br />But not forcing me and misunderstanding me all the time!<br />You guys never try to understands and cares what we actually want but just keep on blaming us behind!Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-24631108892861221732009-12-17T16:14:00.000+08:002009-12-17T16:42:39.041+08:00心得无论在社会,学校,工作上,<br />有些人,你会看得顺眼,<br />有些人,你会看得不顺眼。<br />有些人讲的话,你听得进耳,<br />有些人讲的话,你怎样都听不进去。<br />到处都会是流言蜚语,<br />走到哪儿都会是个是非地。<br />你干涉与否结果都会是一样!<br />有些人喜欢向你示威,<br />有些人喜欢向你暗示。<br />这一切一切都会让你的心感觉得不舒服。<br />可是又能如何呢?<br />他们有的是权力。<br />有时你会赞同,有时非赞同不可。<br />你不能发表一切!<br />为保自己,只好投靠。<br />要服从命令,要听从教训,才能讨好他人。<br />发表意见,只会让人看你不顺眼,惹祸上身。<br />所以要永远地谦虚。<br />这样好吗?<br />为什么有人会说:‘不要埋没自己的才华!’<br />这句话是有道理,可是道理何在?<br />展现才华是祸,<br />埋没才华是福。<br />这才是真真的道理不是吗?<br />在社会上,竞争是必然的。<br />可是有哪个上司是真的会欣赏真真有才华的人的呢?<br />有哪个上司是真的会‘轮功行赏’的?<br />有公平和不公平的争论吗?<br />没有!根本没有!<br />权利在手,就不轮到你说是还是不是!<br />这社会上根本就没有公平这两个字!<br />我讨厌!!Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-14484172524807332962009-11-19T23:29:00.000+08:002009-11-20T14:32:06.900+08:00KIND OF FEELINGS<span style="color:#006600;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>how reality is this society.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>i dunno wht place am i in now act.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>i'm really quite blur.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>my working is full of rumors.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>everyday anytime,there'll be rumors coming out from here and ther.</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;">bout him and bout her.</span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>sigh. this second you might be talking bout this one with who and who and next second you might be the one who is being critic behind you.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>wat a scary matter.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>i dun like such things at all.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>why like tht,it like so dangerous working ther you know?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>suddenly you'll be the one they like.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>suddenly you'll be the one they dislike.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>why must we live the way ppl want us to be?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>why cant we juz be ourselves?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>when you're like tht,ppl dun like and say this and tht to you.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>wat the hell now.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>i dun live to listen to all of you.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>i dun live to live for you all.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>i juz live for myself isn't?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>why must i pretend to like it because you like it?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>why must i pretend to dislike it because you dislike it?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>wat's the meaning of life then?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>is meaningless i tel you!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>this world is so unfair.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>reall unfair.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>but who cares?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>nobody cares and yet i wont bother so much too.</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;">everyday i juz need to wear a mask to work and tht's all.</span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>as i do my part well tht's my job.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>the relationship between everyone is so complicated.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>you won't know wat they are thinking most of the time.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>why must we juz following ppl's shadow?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>can't we juz hav our way to go?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>i juz dun understand.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>being myself is a wrong one.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>but being the one you all want is the right one.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>then who can answer me,wht for my mum giv birth to me?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong>poor thing.</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;">breathless in the air.</span></strong></span>Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-69722604908548519542009-11-09T15:18:00.000+08:002009-11-28T00:55:05.643+08:00SOMETIMES.<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>sometimes i'm juz wondering.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>wht we are actually.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>we don't looks like couple in the public.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>we don't hold hands in public.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>we don't hav sweet action in public.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>and we are juz like frenz in public.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>who knows wat we are.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>juz 2 of us.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>not tht saying to inform the whole world tht we're couple.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>but ther should also be sumthing repesenting us isn't it?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>wht's the meaning being together?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>i juz dun understand why you hav to mind how ppl see and how ppl think so much.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>is juz our own business.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>as long as we're happy tht's alr enough.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>and do you know your actions are hurting me badly sometimes.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>couple should make each other happy.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>2 person getting together tht's only y we're calling thm a couple.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>is not one person's matter but is 2.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>Understanding, accepting, forgiving.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>this 2 majors things tht a couple should have.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>but which one we're doing it correctly?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>sometimes you juz make me feels tht tht's not love between 2 of us anymore.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>i'm juz wondering wht we 're sometimes.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>everything juz last for sometimes perhaps.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong></strong></span>Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-162490531078353312009-10-27T16:30:00.000+08:002009-10-27T16:37:02.165+08:00Golden Rules for Living<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>if you open it, close it.<br />if you turn it on, turn it off.<br />if you unlock it, lock it up.<br />if you break it, admit it.<br />if you can't fix it, call in someone who can.<br />if you borrow it, return it.<br />if you make a mess, clean it up.<br />if you move it, put it back.<br />if it belongs to someone else and you want to use it, get permission.<br />if you don't know how to operate it, leave it alone.<br />if it's none of your business, don't ask questions.<br />if it isn't broke, don't fix it.<br />if it will brighten someone's day, say it.<br />if it will tarnish someone's reputation, keep it to yourself.<br />isn't it life goes so peaceful if everybody do as above?<br />but this is an actual life.<br />wat's in the above may teach you alotz, but is it useful to everybody?<br />tht's life golden rules for living.</strong></span>Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-34938560884321356402009-10-27T16:19:00.000+08:002009-10-27T16:26:22.837+08:00The beginning of life.<strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">i'm here for almost a month.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">and yet i get job over here on the second week too.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">i had start working and everybody is STILL good.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">herm.dunno why i juz feel tht my future had gone into the dark.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">i dunno why this feelings will come towards me but i juz hope tht everything will be fine soon.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">i mean after next month and tht's the time for me to settle down.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">i dun like this company much as i knew tht the other company is much more better.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">wat to do.i hav no news from there and of course i hav to work here alr.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">cause i hav no more money to survive.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">oh dear~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">sigh~juz let it be.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">your good things ppl wil see LATER.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">but did they appreciate it is another matter.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">correct? i think so.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">juz hope tht i can enjoy my new life over here.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">i wanna be RICH!! lolz.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">new life new kitz.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">stay tough man~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong>Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721041560123630891.post-39226524327540217092009-09-24T21:22:00.000+08:002009-11-20T14:32:38.921+08:00Obsess<div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#006600;"><strong>hey i start my new blog.</strong><br /><br /><strong>stop blogging for ages d since my last blog was Genting Life.</strong><br /><br /><strong><strong></strong>well well well..</strong><br /><br /><strong>i quit genting job for 2months d and i work at takahashi for 2months d.</strong><br /><br /><strong>what i get is juz 'why are you here?'</strong><br /><br /><strong>suckz ques from you guys makes me feel tht i'm totally useless.</strong><br /><br /><strong>everyday when i was working and i'll juz stand there thinking why i hav to study my 2years diploma to be a fuck captain here.</strong><br /><br /><strong>the difference is one who is waering a formal with a tie and one who is wearing a yellow brown uniform staffs.</strong><br /><br /><strong>wat else i need to explain so much rather than juz answering this is juz a temporary job for me.</strong><br /><br /><strong>hate so much and stunt much bout it!!</strong><br /><br /><strong>i hope to escape and hope to go far far away.</strong><br /><br /><strong>everythng is juz depends on my mum.</strong><br /><br /><strong>how she thinks now and in the beginning actually she did agree for what i want to do.</strong><br /><br /><strong>JUZ because of my dad. =(</strong><br /><br /><strong>who can help me up with this.</strong><br /><br /><strong>i have no sense of direction right now.</strong><br /><br /><strong>god damn my life.</strong><br /><br /><strong>pls dun disturb my future.</strong><br /><br /><strong>is all about me myself.</strong><br /><br /><strong>leave me alone.</strong><br /><br /></span></span></span></div><strong></strong>Teamo.kitzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15290852840204425534noreply@blogger.com0